I'm dangling by a thread.... waiting to hear your words against my lips waiting to hear you breathe so I can inhale waiting to feel your touch so I may know waiting for you to move so I know what I can do
I hang in the moment for you always with baited breath I feel that I never know always unsure with what to do always in confusion about where you stand always up against a wall when it comes to you
I don't know why I wait for you there's no reason why you keep me between breaths cannot fathom why it is I put up with it all the uncertainties should turn me away and yet I stay and wait and desire nothing but making you smile
I don't understand the hold you have on me How is it you have me at your fingertips? How did you manage to capture me so wholly? How long will you leave me dangling at your hand?
...etching my old fears; into new awareness...|1:11 a.m.|
