the chords of music you can't hear
soundtrack to my world
melodies to sooth both rage and sorrow
music that changes for each encounter...
achingly sad
exceedingly joyful
the power of unheard sounds
perhaps it plays silently across the eyes
if only I could share such beautiful harmonies
let everyone listen so they may know
if the world truly sounded so...
what would I learn to hear the music of those around me
strains of notes fill my mind's ears
background to dreams and fantasies
secrets for me alone
impishly I adore the silent music
and at the end of it all
I stand here alone
heart in hand
bleeding tears down
while the world continues
as it was
as it will be
two by two
I give up
never thought it would come to this
life has beaten me
and I give
how long should I have to wait?
to know that which I seek?
to stop knowing,
in Excruciating detail,
all that I know now?
seems so long already
there's a point when you can't
a breaking point
and I've passed mine long ago
kept going
kept searching
with the blind faith of a woman possessed
Desperate to find what I thought should exist for me
never thought life would win
always assumed I'd make it
be Stronger for all that I've passed
I give up
never thought it would come to this
life has beaten me
and I give
Mercy
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
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