it's not worth it
not worth the tears, frustration, and sadness
a person is whole alone
a heart beats by its own accord
it's not worth the drop after so much hope
the crashes, the falls
always so hard on the soul
the mind plays games
the heart pays the admission
there is nothing to gain
only regret at having gone down the path again
to have never yearned for another's heart
is to have never cried because of denial
is to have never burned because of withdrawal
can't imagine anything is worth all this
the rise and falls
the cries, the tears
unsure of ones own perceptions and judgements
the battering after another realization that you aren't enough
just isn't worth all this
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
Old Words
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