So, how did I know?
Simple…
I never had to ask.
I never asked myself if he
was the right one for me.
He just was…
In my quietest moments,
I knew it to be true and…
I felt it like
I've never felt anything since.
You're looking at me from your picture
a moment when everything was right
perfection personified in your eyes
You walked away
slammed the door
said your goodbyes without letting me know
You can be content in all that you have
the end was your choice
it was your time
You didn't let me say it
never allowed me the chance
to close my eyes and lock you out
You made it impossible
not to miss you
not to pine for you
You took away my goodbye
left me staring at a wall
left me with a picture
You haunt my dreams
please let me be
I wish the picture would fade...
what I comfort I can find for a moment
but the moments I find are so distant
shaded and overgrown
I think that you understand me
beyond what I've chose to tell
there's a lot of painful pruning
to be done for any new growth
time to let you snip away
but that's a lot to ask
by Stephen Pepper
Sometimes at night with my eyes closed
Thoughts of you enter my consciousness
Escaping from the pit I've hidden them away in
Plucking raw my still open wound left by you
Hurting my heart; making me remember things best forgotten
Each time I close my eyes to see yours
Nothing pains me more
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
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