Do you know what you said?
Are you aware
Did the words slip out
Or were they thought out?
Did you plan it?
To see if I would notice
If I would react
Perhaps they just fell out
slipped through your fingers
Are you sure you feel them?
They struck me hard
Knowing they're sincere
But unsure how true
How real are words?
Did you notice mine?
They're true and felt I promise
Thought brought them out
Agonizing thought
Battling logic and reason
Do you know the weight of your words?
Can I believe them
Should I trust them
I've already laid it out for you to see
Can you feel my words?
Did you notice?
You haunt my dreams
Lurk in my thoughts
Always present but never there
Like a shadow of what
Could've been
And never was
An impression so solid and real
Pressing at my consciousness
Keeping my heart on hold
Holding my feelings hostage
You've made it impossible
Unreasonable to expect another
Nothing can replace
Match up
Measure up
Tightly you hold onto me
Desperate to let go
Unable to allow you to slip
Crave your clutch on me
Desire that which pains
Agony from the dark
Shadows shouldn't inflict
Scar me
Mar the flesh
You haunt my dreams
Grip my heart
Encompass my soul
You make me uninhabitable
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
Old Words
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