the punishment is deserved
you make me feel small
and in being small I feel loved
the abuse is craved
logic tells me it's wrong
my body responds
my soul craves all that you dish out
I take it
always with a smile
never a tear
no matter the severity
the punishment is deserved
abuse me
it's all I know
it's what makes you smile
pain completes me
your hands give me everything I need
I'm dangling by a thread....
waiting to hear your words against my lips
waiting to hear you breathe so I can inhale
waiting to feel your touch so I may know
waiting for you to move so I know what I can do
I hang in the moment for you
always with baited breath I feel that I never know
always unsure with what to do
always in confusion about where you stand
always up against a wall when it comes to you
I don't know why I wait for you
there's no reason why you keep me between breaths
cannot fathom why it is I put up with it
all the uncertainties should turn me away
and yet I stay and wait and desire nothing but making you smile
I don't understand the hold you have on me
How is it you have me at your fingertips?
How did you manage to capture me so wholly?
How long will you leave me dangling at your hand?
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
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