I listened to your words
saying all that I was
thinking and feeling in return
when all was done,
left in a daze
of happiness and knowing
but then fears,
old and deep,
started in
went to you
seeking you out to soothe them
I came up empty handed
you can't be found
you're distanced
trusting you felt as I do
so wrong
was so mistaken
now I'm left with nothing but
a memory tainted
by the aftermath
etching my old fears
into new awareness
hurting like I didn't
expect to at your hands
anguish threatening
to swallow me whole
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
Old Words
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