as I sit and stare
I see you there above me
shuddering breaths
ragged from pleasure
heavy from grief
things that I cannot say
emotions I try to ignore
such a release
so much relief
and you stare down at me
your eyes are full
brimming with a love I don't share
I see complete happiness
a whole person
when I look up and into you
how can I turn away
how can I shatter that perfect world
I just can't feel like you do
because he taught me how to
and then showed me every reason
to never feel again
I don't cry in life
So I write instead
A little dark
But its me
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